CRUSHonME.♥

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Went to a Charity Dinner to help out my sis ;

Was kinda rush & tough that day ,

Preparing a photoboot .

But its all worth when my sister decided to spent me my dinner :D

She brought me to PAPA RICH , and i had the most yummy curry-kueyteow

Of course i 'd say so , i din't eat anything from 2pm till 8pm !

Laugh- out - loud .

Well , actualy im suppose-d to be on bed and having my sweet dreams ;

But very unfortunately , I start rolling on the bed for almost an hour ;

WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN -_______________-

Maybe im a little too nervous about the camp which im going tomorrow ,

Or should say today ,as now the time is ticking 2.15am .

CAMERA'S IS MY BIG PROB NOW D:

Thks to those who borrow-d me cams .

And Nigel , thanks for trying your best to help .

I just hope everything will be fine .

I'm all mixed-up @.@

* I wished i had a superSANTA who will grant all my wishes .

ahhaaa ! Stop crapping .

Nights & Sweet Dreams everyone ! / <3

rained @ 2:02 AM

Friday, December 4, 2009

It never felt that way ;

Its broken ,

And never be replaced .

Too fragile . Can't even touch it .

I can't believe im still crying for you .

But it doesnt matter anymore .

My words .

rained @ 12:38 PM

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Gomenasai ~

Forgive my laziness . Never thought I will stop blogging in the holiday .

Geeeez , currently addicted to auditionsea again .

So , mostly spent my time in that game ;DD

Well , dunnoe how the story starts ;

I just noticed im grounded suddenly out of no reason .

Yeahh . thats awful -_____-

Im just allowed to go for club meeting & thats all !

Sorry for rejecting all my friends invitation for hang out .

Im the one who kena when I ask my mummy bout that . D;

Omigod . I have plenty of things that I wish i could do .

# I wanna go p.m wih my GirlF ,

# i wanna go shopping . NOT JUSCO . sick of it -.-

# i wanna go photoshooting .

# I wanna up level in my audition ;D

# I WANNA HANG OUT WITH MAH FRIENDS !

Urgghh , those are unreachable as im GROUNDED .

What a holiday .

& i've got another bad news .

In the year of 2010 , which I thought would be perfect

had just started with a tiny dirt on it .

Thats it ! Im gonna be seperated with xuan .

Darn it . whats the purpose to arrange the class so WIERDLY in our last year ?

- * TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT ! *

Im losing a partner which I use to have in the same class .

What am i gonna do ? D;

Alright , end of story .

Lets just see what girls will be when they were kept in the house for like a month !

Don't be suprised . We might look retarded but we enjoyed it ;DD .

END / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 5:02 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Ying ' Sis ' wedding ;DD

There , here's the handsome & the pretty =)

whoohoo , nice isn't it ?

Me & super-pretty Ying `♥

Oh my, she's gorgeous!

Tadaaa .. The bride =)

Congrats to her ~

Ying Second Sis ;D

Me , Ying & hao =)

Ehhehe , well nothing to say ,

Just went there to eat & help a lil bit .

Something really funny happen that night ;

Xuan were invited to join us before this , but she said she can't make it .

But im sure she wants to join us SO much .

Then , that night we met her parents during the dinner .

Hola ~ xD The groom's mother was xuan's mummy friends !

laugh-out-loud .

Okays , enough crapping .

Byes ! / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 1:57 PM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

AuntyHuey's birthday =)

Venue : The Mines

Date : 15-11-2009

Activities we've done ; Went in & out by boat ,

Watch The Fourth Kind , Cheong K & celebrate Huey's bday . ;D

Peoples who were there ; AuntyHuey , Shyuan , Me , Ooi Zai ,

Jia Wei , Tzer Harn , AhT , Ali , Jason , WaiHon .

rained @ 6:37 PM

Hey pals , sorry for letting my blog hung in the same post D;
Not really in the mood of blogging .
Currently trying to have a peace & silent holiday ;
So yeah , my cell mostly not with me .
If any urgent thing , can call my house phone .
Or tell xuan , she had her way to reach me =)
/ <3

A lil update about things I gone through ;
15/11/09 Auntyhuey's bday .
Went to The Mines ;
Have alots of fun & im sure she had enough surprise that day ;
Photo's will be uploaded at the next post;
Im superDUPER lazy right now ,
BTW , Shin is at my house now ;D
So , might be focusing on our family's day more ;
As in ..Dec gonna be very busy;
So , forgive my lazyness & half of my dissapearance. LOL .

p/s : Just a random post with a random picture .
Yeahh right , i noticed im wierd .
Kinda pale but still so chubby ? -_-
Oh well , see ya ! or not . *giggless* =3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 6:18 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Morning sunshine / ;D

Suppose-d to be at xuan's house right now .

But mummy busy-ing , guess have to wait until her moods get better D;

- / ♥

* Its for someone , who would read this & understand what it means . *

I build walls to see who cares enough to break them down ;

I finally learned whats life is about ,

hanging on when your hearts had enough ,

& giving more when you wanna give up .

If you love something let it go ,

if it comes back to you it yours

if it doesnt ,it never was *

________________________________

This is my wish for you ;

SMILE when sadness intrudes

FRIENDSHIP to brighten your being

PATIENCE to accept the truth

COURAGE to know yourself

CONFIDENCE for when you doubt

SUNSETS to warm your hearts .

Don't stuck in the old place ,

things that happened , no matter how won't change anymore ,

It is the best to forget everything & keep going on ,

even without the one who use to be with you ...

Its all my word for you , I hope you understand .

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 11:08 AM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

hah ; You should be surprised that

im like rushing all my post within one day ;P

Just little too inspiring , mmmn ..

Things that happen in the school ,

Alright , I'd learn a lesson D;

Im not gonna let it crush my beautiful day .hmmmph !

-/ <3

Im not gonna distressed by anything external ,

I know the pain is not due to the thing itself , its our own estimate to it .

Thats why i believe , i have the power to revoke at any moment . ;D

LIFE is a train of moods like string of beads ,

& as we pass through them

they prove to be many coloured lenses , which paint the world their own hue;

& each shows us only what lies in its own focus .

I don't think of all the misery but of the beautiful that still remains `♥

REBORN / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 7:17 PM

whoosh ;D thats my new formal dress .

heh heh , its my only dress now .

Ignore my fat face & stupid smile ; laugh-out-loud

Gonna wear it to Ying'sis wedding , wehee ;D

This is my new camera bag ;D

Lowerpro Nova 160

RM210 [ my own money ler , no joke ! ]

Hmnn, next im gonna save money to buy a flash . ;S

If not enough I think can get sponsor from daddy one , ooops ;P

_______________` /

Now im heading to my gorgeous seventeen ;

Im gonna be stronger & I will learn to control my temper better ,

ahha , thats a promise to the future me ;D

& of course , im gonna train myself for better skill in photography ;

which im starting to adore most ;D

Yeah i know , sure you will say that its too far to think that way ,

im just a beginner . but at least im enjoying =)

Time to rock & roll` !

Its a long holiday ;Lets boom to the top ;P

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 6:03 PM

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Flip a coin for th'future ahead us

Its time to move forward ..

Its useless to stay at the ori place

& keep flashback about things that happen.

Listen to "same mistake" while i post this blog

The only thing I could say is, that song inspire people a lots .

Feeling grey ? click on xuan's blog to listen that song . ;S

Its a yes & its a no ..

Life is simply too complicated ;

Its your choice to make ,

Im always on the middle of black & white ;

thats why im stucked with the grey D;

I hate to be prodigal of my time ;

But I'm barely making sense , urrggh .

/ - <3

Whats left is only a empty box ,

& I would never wish-d to open that box again ;

*Just a random post , too many thing rush-d to my mind ,

so & so , she's growing up ! *

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 9:06 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Im back ;D *giggles*
holy yeah ..my exam's over .
whoops ; still got one day actualy ,
but its SIVIK and MM ! duuuh . who would bother ;P
Finaly i can fling all my books back there & let it cover by dust .
Now im totaly into plans & fun ; which i waited sooo long ;D
Of course , im not gonna mention anything bout exam . ahhah .
_______________
Well well . Will update my upcoming events soon ; / ♥
Oh gosh , i have plenty of things which i wanted to do ,
i want play Audition ;D
i want go shopping !!
I just bought a camera bag ..whehee
Still want buy slippers , shirts , formal dress ...doink* never finish =.=

Urgghh...Most important ..
I wana go ice-skating ! D;

Okay , enough of crapping .
Off i go ;D

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A / <3

rained @ 9:05 AM

Monday, October 12, 2009

Camwhoring with ah shin ;D ♥

♥ - Shin came to my house & stay overnight till Tuesday` ♥

Wheeheee ;D

Yeah right , I din't study much . LOLs.

Hmmnn , many things happen between these holidays .

Made a decision ; Which myself can't even believe i did so . ;S

Im not gonna let that bug-d me for now ..

If not im surely gonna fail AGAIN in this final exam D;

Just leave me alone .. please ? =[

__________________

Im gonna start a new life ;

As I always said ;

FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT TO ME ;D .

Tooodles / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 7:13 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

they left her .
So sudden .
So unexpectedly .
Its all just like a dream .

; / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A -

rained @ 12:06 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

`- /

Im not a perfect girl.
My hair doesnt always stay in place &
I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy &
sometimes I have a broken heart.
My friends & I sometimes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right.
But when I think about it & take a step back
I remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe..
Just maybe...I like being imperfect / ♥
__________
I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong.
Talk like everything's perfect.
Act like it's a dream,
And pretend that he's not hurting me. / ♥

I ♥ MY
CRAZY
GOOFY
STUPID
GORGEOUS
WEIRD
LAME
SOCIALLY
CHALLENGED
FRIENDS

rained @ 1:06 PM

Thursday, October 8, 2009

The PERMANENT* one ;D

My sisters ♥ / - xuan & ying

Things we gone through?

Oh my , I gonna use the whole blog to write it all out .

Probably still nt enough space * giggles*

- Memories I had with auntyHuey ♥ / `

Can't describe how much I love-d her ;D

Im told ;

Not to fear ,

If its mine ; no one can grab it away from me .

And I believe miracles does happen `/ ♥

- / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 11:40 PM

Monday, October 5, 2009

Ola `/ <3
heh heh ..
Me & My elder sis - Esterine ♥
_______________________
We passed our piano exam !!
Laugh-out-loud ;D
My lil sis pass her grade 6 ;
I pass my grade 7 ;
& my sis pass her grade 8 ; holaa `~♥
But we don't know we pass with what marks yet .
Teacher just sms-ed us ;D
Hohoo ;D Know why im so happy?
Cause I thought I gonna fail this exam .
Due to lack of practise & my own lazyness ;P
Geeeez ..hooorayy for us ! =)
_____________________________
Holi again , yaahoo and boohoo D;
Gotta study for the final exam ..awww ..
Its horrifying & torturing duuuuhh ..
oh my Mama mia~
I want play , i want party , i want photoshooting
iiisshh , why want exam D;
Looks like not gonna blog so soon .
So , study hard pals . ;D & Goooood luck everyone .
TTFN ;D Mwuuuaahhks ♥

- / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

rained @ 11:23 AM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Mooncake Festival ` Y

Venue : Ooi Zai old house ;P

Time : 7pm till 12am

Participant: Me , Huey , Xuan , Ying , Zhi Chin , Pei Qin,

Hao, ahT, Tew, Jia Wei, Tzer Harn , Der Hao , Wei Liang ,Sian Jee,

Xen Yang, Hong Ze, Ming Kwan, Kwang ,Yi Siang , Han Wei

(I guess din miss anyone ;S)

Me & Aunty Huey `♥

Me & Aunty Huey & Zhi Chin ♥

Me , Ooi Zai , Ah Hao , Xuan , Ying ♥

Me & Jia Wei

____________________`♥

Celebrate Mooncake Festival at Ooi Zai old house ;

Mmmn..many people come ;

Oh my , he's way too rich . lols

And we celebrated his b'day too ;

Although his bday is on 7th Oct ;D

We bought a Chocolate Indulgence at S.R

But he seems not surprise , yeah right ; he knew we will do so

Awwww ...but nvm lar ~ ;D

Tell you what , we din't eat any mooncake . ahha ;P

Hmmn , lazy write d lar . heh heh

Thats all , tooodles ;D

/ <3

- L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A -

Labels: My Story =)

rained @ 11:50 AM

Friday, October 2, 2009

L O V E `♥

____________

Every step im taking ..

Making me lost in no directions..

I thought i am tough enough to walk the first step..

the struggles im facing..

You just don't get it..

For my own sake ..

Thats the only choice i have ..

/ - _________________________ ♥

/ <3

All I wanted is a simple love ..

Which could last long ..

I never ask for Prada or LV

I just want someone who know me well

Its a big circle

But I never reach you ...

And did you ever try to know why?

♥`- Im running away from everything . yeah , i know ;

/ <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

Labels: My Feelings

rained @ 11:34 PM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

[ holy ; whr's my neck ? ;P ]

______________________
...
My my ~ I love my friends
KoreanGirl ; Thks for ur honesty ;D
AuntyHuey ; ahha , Yeah right . I 'll always support u ♥
_________________

Thking to post about my babe - ah Ying ;D
[ P/S : Xuan ah xuan , mai jealous hor ]

Yeah right ; I know she's attractive ,
But sorry dude , she's taken ;D ooopps x)
laugh-out-loud .
A perfectionist ; very .
A girl who had a perfect life
A princess who found her Prince . MR L .
A girl who had a perfect friendship [ ME me mE !! ] ;D
♥♥♥
Ying ah ..
Just wanna let you know ;
No matter what happen ,
You are still a part of my life ;
Don't feel left out .
You are important to me ,
Really !! no joke ;D
Here I give you my deepest sorry for
fail to make you happy on ur bday D;
*Im looking forward to stay overnight at ur house girl .
I LOVE YOU !! ♥
-
L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A / <3

rained @ 1:33 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

Some people seems to be mistaken ..

Blogs aint a place to argue ..

What are you guys thinking?

Blogs are suitable to argue so that the public

can see what you guys argued ?

Or its suitable cuz spamming

people's blog make you feel good?

Don't you get it ?

Every blogger loves their own blog ,

and tend to share their story with people ,

Do you know how those blogger feel

when they have friends reading their blog?

Its a joy man!

And do you know how hurt it might be

when someone came to spoil their blog?

It can depress the blogger for entire day , do you know?

NO , YOU DON'T .

Chatbox was created to let people

talk & gossips about good thing

Not for you to hurt people..

Please , think for others ..

Even you dislike the owner of the blog,

don't dirty their blog ; its childish .

You can just talk to them face to face .

Its a manner . Learn to respect people .

No offense . Im telling this to everyone who blog and visit .

Labels: My Feelings

rained @ 3:25 PM