ah .h ω a _`

2010-04-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

I prayed for him ;
I 've done everything I could ,
I know it so little compare to what happen ;
But thats all I can do .

I will always beside you .
God will too . (:

Sincerely ,

Shu Hwa

2010-03-31T21:10:00.002+08:00

My mind was totaly blank ;

What else can I say ,

No word could express nor explain .

Facing all these alone , really hard .

Opinion from others might help for a few minutes , maybe few seconds?

But no one can understand how it feels like .

Still alive though .

Blank again ________________ .

2010-03-28T11:59:00.002+08:00

If you think you were better than we do , you were so wrong !

Do you know what ?

Once I thought you guys were worth it ,

But now I feel stupid to think so .

Yeah , maybe Im not a good leader ,

But one thing for sure , im still better than you guys do .

You know why ?

Because I learned to respect people who had more experience ;

I learned to be faithful for what I have ;

And I never be hypocrite like you guys !

I warned you guys before .

Since you guys decided to betrayed us and by pass us ;

You should know what you will face .

Im not a kind person when people mess up with me .

I gave my whole heart to this society ,

And at the end what I get ?

Betrayal , unappreciated and broken heart .

Darn it .

2010-03-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

I know its holiday ;

Yet im too busy to enjoy it .

NOT AROUND *

MUSIC CAMP 2010

14th till 17th

Eskpidisi to Sarawak

19th till 24th

Holiday Byebye x____X

__________________________________

Don't miss me :P / ♥

2010-02-27T12:57:00.002+08:00

Hyeeahh , yeah im back , or not (:

Feeling blue today ;

Exam's in the corner .

Started to wonder , is it worth for everything i done ?

I've been trying really hard to complete every task i had ,

but it seems like never be enough .

First thing im gonna do right now:

Complete Music Camp's list or whatsoever .

Then ,

Finish my homework & start study .

Next ,

Done the class & club photo

Plan something for photography club .

_________________________ ♥

Noticed everyone were quite interested in knowing my relationship (:

Well , would like to have your blessing , other than that ,

Im not really into other comment ,

I know what am I gonna face & I know what best for me .

For your information , I never felt this way before ,

My happiest life ever (: & im really enjoying it ,

I wouldn't ask for more .

Thanks for your concern .

♥ (: /

You are my dreams .

Sincerely ,

Shu Hwa ♥

2010-02-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

Aye aye bloggers ! (:

Awakened from koma , i mean my blog x)

My Valentine Gift __________ ♥

A white jacket (:

My most special gift from a special person .

I LOVE IT SO MUCH . hoho (:

Mmmmn , its Chinese New Year ,

Strange that im not feeling too excited ,

Im just glad its holiday ,

Yeahh right , this is the time i dump everything

back in my mind .Eeehhaa ! x)

So , imma gonna update my blog again next week ;

Tomorrow im going back to my hometown , at Perak .

So , be back to check out my new updates next week pals (:

TATA FOR NOW _______________(=^.^v)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ♥

2010-01-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

CHEESE (:

Yeahh rightt , as chubby as always ;

Even though im super busy . hahs !

Well , not gonna bored you this week with those

tired-blah stuff .

BTW , im gonna update my blog every weekend i think (:

Firstly , we got a new car today .ya-hooo :D

Its a white new version saga .Gulps*

Hahaa , okays its not Vios or Gen-2 . x)

In this particular moments ,

I just got one word that got into my mind .

ADDMATHS ! GOSH ! (-____-")

You know what , next wed till fri im not gonna be in class

Because of the class photo event .

Ehhemm , i got 4 periods of Addmaths within that 3 days,

The point is ,

you knew PN.LIEW POH PENG is not going to give me permit

to leave her class . *BIG GULPS

AMITOPHO ~ GOD BLESS ME . :x

Please let everything to be ok (: / ♥

Cheerio ! :D

CRUSHING TO THE END . ♥

2010-01-24T12:24:00.002+08:00

Im trying to relax my mind ,

Noticed its quite a long time I did not listen to music nor sing

Can't believe how stressful my week had gone .

I doesnt wanna waste my time ,

But apparently , keeping myself too busy its so tired .

I wanna have a break ,

Can I ?

I've change my blog song back to the old one .

Boston by Augustana .

Whenever I feel bad , its my best choice .

So, I think im gonna let my blog back to koma in sometime .

Back to my busy week ,

Everything will stop by the end of March , I hope so .

Health status : Getting back to normal

Addmaths status : Horrible , im chasing my homeworks :X

Mind status : Bad

____________________________ ♥

2010-01-16T11:47:00.006+08:00

Aye aye everyone :D

Sorry for letting my blog in koma for quite a long time .

Okays , no worries ; im here again (:

For the very first day of my senior year in school ,

I get myself stuck in the SPBT room for whole day .

Laugh-out-loud .

Here comes the exciting part .

On the third day ( Wednesday )

I got attacked by bacteria .

End up having flu , cough & soar throat .

And I lost my voice on Saturday . * giggless*

Then thought im fully recover ,

But Monday after school ..

i had GASTRIC !

What the hell isnt it ? -_______________-"

THIS IS WHY I DOESN'T HAVE A CHANCE TO ONLINE !

Now i have whole bunch of work waiting for me .

Assignments , club thingy , Teacher's farewell party .

Argghhhh . its driving me crazy . Boooo-hoooo !

All you guys did is worry that she's too stressed ;

But what about me ?

Did you guys noticed that you all threw everything to me

without any concern that im already busy enough? ):

Im just posting this out before i burst out of stress .

But im still gonna finish what i had to do now .

GOD BLESS ME

2010-01-03T09:21:00.003+08:00

Aye aye peeps :)

Hmnn my blog a lil out of date .

1st of Jan - Shin's Birthday

2nd of Jan - Min's Birthday

hehe ..special rightt .

We celebrated their birthday on 1st Jan at Sunway Piramid .

Went to redbox :) p/s : Redbox fee were paid by the adults .

hohoho .

It was fun except one thing .

My present was told before i gave it to Min D:

Boooo ; no surprise .

Then the next day we went to Jusco for a simple celebration .

Just me , Esther and Min (:

Had our lunch at Secret Recipe & watched Sherlock Holmes .

If you like dectective story , this was quite a nice movie (:

Okay , holidays are over .

So it means = study time .

Byebye 2009 & Welcome 2010 x)

Ciaaaooos !

Mwuuuaahhh ♥

2010-01-01T00:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPIEE BIRTHDAEE TO MY BABE!

Yeahh thats right ,

My January Baby :)

You are so lucky to be born on 1st of Jan !

ILOVEYOU AHSHIN !

MWUUAHHHHHS ! <33333

2009-12-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPIIEE NEW YEARR EVERYONE :)

ALL THE BEST IN 2010 . <3

2009-12-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

Its my seventeen then:)

Had a hair cut today .

SEE ! Thats the amazing part of a hairdryer .

It can make my hair curl x)

BUT . i washed my hair so byebye curly :P

Now my hair is just like normal .

Hahs ! Don't ask me why , maybe i really don't like to look older :P

Well , im just trying something new .

Cheerio ! / ♥

2009-12-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Hmnn .. abit too late to update about this .

Yeahh , its my christmas :)

I had the most special Christmas this year .

I celebrated with my friends .

And the most important things is ,

I had my very first ICE-SKATING !

Wohooo :) Thats a gift from my fairygodmother .

You know how long i waited for this ?!

Alright , now im filled with more cravings . hahs !

I wanna skate with AuntyHuey larh , Xuan and my sisters ..blah blah ETC . LOL :DD

I ♥ MY CHRISTMAS :D

2009_____♥

Thanks to my friends for those unforgetable memories .

I love you guys more than ever . ♥

2009-12-24T12:41:00.003+08:00

Aye aye bloggers ! :D

Yesterday was Jcard Day ;

So , of course we won't miss it .

We went there at 9am and back at 7pm . Holy ! :)

You know what ?

Shoppers are HORIBBLE !

LOL . Im serious .

Do you ever saw a whole bunch of Aunties snatching bags ?

Yeah rightt . 80% discount who wont ?

Aye aye . im not INCLUDED :)

What a special scene :P hahs !

Okays , thats not the point .

We watched AVATAR !

YOU SHOULD WATCH IT !! :DD

Hey you know what , im actualy hoping we have those life .

which is able to communicate with the trees and spirit .

Its fascinating .

Now im starting to imagine im the one who riding the " Torok" .

EEEEHAA ! x)

Okay lar , enough of crapping .

Conclusion :

I bought two clothes & two pants ;

A pink bottle ;

And i had a great day :) / <3

Ciaaaoos .

P/S : I WANNA BE AN AVATAR ! :) x) :D ♥

2009-12-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

Photo i took at the prom :D *

Palace of the Golden Horse

Those are my camwhores picture during the prom we attend last week .

Venue : Palace of the Golden Horse

It was nice and simple :D

Went to two totally different prom .

First - Sri Cempaka's prom .

It was incredibly surprising .

p/s : they invited aqua's

Second - SgLong & YuHua's prom

Holy . I love their food ! :D

And and , Suat Nee is so charming .

Wheeevooovit ! :DD

_________________________________ / ♥

I MISS MS.TAN LIXUAN SO MUCH !

/ D:

Back From Camp :D

2009-12-12T20:16:00.005+08:00

Aye aye my friends :DD

Just back from camp .

Autumn D'Rumble * St.John Society 's camp .

Well , its fun and special to me .

Their games and activities are great :D

Just having some lil bad news ,

My cam 's LCD spoilt .

Other than that , this camp was incredibly awesome .

Hmnn , but now feeling sick d . :D

Laugh-out-loud ,

my mum said I always look the same after these activities .

Yeahh right , I look terribly ugly at the last day of the camp .

I got sunburn at the first day . Technically , i got darker .

And I din't wash my hair during the camp .

Hell yeahh . I know thats *EEEEWW .

After that caught flu and coughs .

Thats why , I LOOK TERRIBLE .

Pimples pay me a visit too .

So just imagine how ugly i look like . hah !

Well , Im here to give my blessing to the camp's AJK .

Can see that almost all of them were sick .

Everyone just have a nice rest during the holiday .

God Bless You guys & take care .

Toodlees :D !!

Charity Dinner ?

2009-12-08T02:02:00.004+08:00

Went to a Charity Dinner to help out my sis ;

Was kinda rush & tough that day ,

Preparing a photoboot .

But its all worth when my sister decided to spent me my dinner :D

She brought me to PAPA RICH , and i had the most yummy curry-kueyteow

Of course i 'd say so , i din't eat anything from 2pm till 8pm !

Laugh- out - loud .

Well , actualy im suppose-d to be on bed and having my sweet dreams ;

But very unfortunately , I start rolling on the bed for almost an hour ;

WITH MY EYES WIDE OPEN -_______________-

Maybe im a little too nervous about the camp which im going tomorrow ,

Or should say today ,as now the time is ticking 2.15am .

CAMERA'S IS MY BIG PROB NOW D:

Thks to those who borrow-d me cams .

And Nigel , thanks for trying your best to help .

I just hope everything will be fine .

I'm all mixed-up @.@

* I wished i had a superSANTA who will grant all my wishes .

ahhaaa ! Stop crapping .

Nights & Sweet Dreams everyone ! / <3

Too Fragile

2009-12-04T12:38:00.007+08:00

It never felt that way ;

Its broken ,

And never be replaced .

Too fragile . Can't even touch it .

I can't believe im still crying for you .

But it doesnt matter anymore .

My words .

Random .

2009-12-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

Gomenasai ~

Forgive my laziness . Never thought I will stop blogging in the holiday .

Geeeez , currently addicted to auditionsea again .

So , mostly spent my time in that game ;DD

Well , dunnoe how the story starts ;

I just noticed im grounded suddenly out of no reason .

Yeahh . thats awful -_____-

Im just allowed to go for club meeting & thats all !

Sorry for rejecting all my friends invitation for hang out .

Im the one who kena when I ask my mummy bout that . D;

Omigod . I have plenty of things that I wish i could do .

# I wanna go p.m wih my GirlF ,

# i wanna go shopping . NOT JUSCO . sick of it -.-

# i wanna go photoshooting .

# I wanna up level in my audition ;D

# I WANNA HANG OUT WITH MAH FRIENDS !

Urgghh , those are unreachable as im GROUNDED .

What a holiday .

& i've got another bad news .

In the year of 2010 , which I thought would be perfect

had just started with a tiny dirt on it .

Thats it ! Im gonna be seperated with xuan .

Darn it . whats the purpose to arrange the class so WIERDLY in our last year ?

- * TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT ! *

Im losing a partner which I use to have in the same class .

What am i gonna do ? D;

Alright , end of story .

Lets just see what girls will be when they were kept in the house for like a month !

Don't be suprised . We might look retarded but we enjoyed it ;DD .

END / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

thWEDDING :D

2009-11-22T13:57:00.004+08:00

Ying ' Sis ' wedding ;DD

There , here's the handsome & the pretty =)

whoohoo , nice isn't it ?

Me & super-pretty Ying `♥

Oh my, she's gorgeous!

Tadaaa .. The bride =)

Congrats to her ~

Ying Second Sis ;D

Me , Ying & hao =)

Ehhehe , well nothing to say ,

Just went there to eat & help a lil bit .

Something really funny happen that night ;

Xuan were invited to join us before this , but she said she can't make it .

But im sure she wants to join us SO much .

Then , that night we met her parents during the dinner .

Hola ~ xD The groom's mother was xuan's mummy friends !

laugh-out-loud .

Okays , enough crapping .

Byes ! / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

AuntyHuey's Bday

2009-11-17T18:37:00.003+08:00

AuntyHuey's birthday =)

Venue : The Mines

Date : 15-11-2009

Activities we've done ; Went in & out by boat ,

Watch The Fourth Kind , Cheong K & celebrate Huey's bday . ;D

Peoples who were there ; AuntyHuey , Shyuan , Me , Ooi Zai ,

Jia Wei , Tzer Harn , AhT , Ali , Jason , WaiHon .

Paler ?

2009-11-17T18:18:00.004+08:00

Hey pals , sorry for letting my blog hung in the same post D;
Not really in the mood of blogging .
Currently trying to have a peace & silent holiday ;
So yeah , my cell mostly not with me .
If any urgent thing , can call my house phone .
Or tell xuan , she had her way to reach me =)
/ <3

A lil update about things I gone through ;
15/11/09 Auntyhuey's bday .
Went to The Mines ;
Have alots of fun & im sure she had enough surprise that day ;
Photo's will be uploaded at the next post;
Im superDUPER lazy right now ,
BTW , Shin is at my house now ;D
So , might be focusing on our family's day more ;
As in ..Dec gonna be very busy;
So , forgive my lazyness & half of my dissapearance. LOL .

p/s : Just a random post with a random picture .
Yeahh right , i noticed im wierd .
Kinda pale but still so chubby ? -_-
Oh well , see ya ! or not . *giggless* =3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-11-10T11:08:00.005+08:00

Morning sunshine / ;D

Suppose-d to be at xuan's house right now .

But mummy busy-ing , guess have to wait until her moods get better D;

- / ♥

* Its for someone , who would read this & understand what it means . *

I build walls to see who cares enough to break them down ;

I finally learned whats life is about ,

hanging on when your hearts had enough ,

& giving more when you wanna give up .

If you love something let it go ,

if it comes back to you it yours

if it doesnt ,it never was *

________________________________

This is my wish for you ;

SMILE when sadness intrudes

FRIENDSHIP to brighten your being

PATIENCE to accept the truth

COURAGE to know yourself

CONFIDENCE for when you doubt

SUNSETS to warm your hearts .

Don't stuck in the old place ,

things that happened , no matter how won't change anymore ,

It is the best to forget everything & keep going on ,

even without the one who use to be with you ...

Its all my word for you , I hope you understand .

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-11-04T19:17:00.003+08:00

hah ; You should be surprised that

im like rushing all my post within one day ;P

Just little too inspiring , mmmn ..

Things that happen in the school ,

Alright , I'd learn a lesson D;

Im not gonna let it crush my beautiful day .hmmmph !

-/ <3

Im not gonna distressed by anything external ,

I know the pain is not due to the thing itself , its our own estimate to it .

Thats why i believe , i have the power to revoke at any moment . ;D

LIFE is a train of moods like string of beads ,

& as we pass through them

they prove to be many coloured lenses , which paint the world their own hue;

& each shows us only what lies in its own focus .

I don't think of all the misery but of the beautiful that still remains `♥

REBORN / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-11-04T18:03:00.004+08:00

whoosh ;D thats my new formal dress .

heh heh , its my only dress now .

Ignore my fat face & stupid smile ; laugh-out-loud

Gonna wear it to Ying'sis wedding , wehee ;D

This is my new camera bag ;D

Lowerpro Nova 160

RM210 [ my own money ler , no joke ! ]

Hmnn, next im gonna save money to buy a flash . ;S

If not enough I think can get sponsor from daddy one , ooops ;P

_______________` /

Now im heading to my gorgeous seventeen ;

Im gonna be stronger & I will learn to control my temper better ,

ahha , thats a promise to the future me ;D

& of course , im gonna train myself for better skill in photography ;

which im starting to adore most ;D

Yeah i know , sure you will say that its too far to think that way ,

im just a beginner . but at least im enjoying =)

Time to rock & roll` !

Its a long holiday ;Lets boom to the top ;P

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-11-03T21:06:00.006+08:00

Flip a coin for th'future ahead us

Its time to move forward ..

Its useless to stay at the ori place

& keep flashback about things that happen.

Listen to "same mistake" while i post this blog

The only thing I could say is, that song inspire people a lots .

Feeling grey ? click on xuan's blog to listen that song . ;S

Its a yes & its a no ..

Life is simply too complicated ;

Its your choice to make ,

Im always on the middle of black & white ;

thats why im stucked with the grey D;

I hate to be prodigal of my time ;

But I'm barely making sense , urrggh .

/ - <3

Whats left is only a empty box ,

& I would never wish-d to open that box again ;

*Just a random post , too many thing rush-d to my mind ,

so & so , she's growing up ! *

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-11-01T09:05:00.002+08:00

Im back ;D *giggles*
holy yeah ..my exam's over .
whoops ; still got one day actualy ,
but its SIVIK and MM ! duuuh . who would bother ;P
Finaly i can fling all my books back there & let it cover by dust .
Now im totaly into plans & fun ; which i waited sooo long ;D
Of course , im not gonna mention anything bout exam . ahhah .
_______________
Well well . Will update my upcoming events soon ; / ♥
Oh gosh , i have plenty of things which i wanted to do ,
i want play Audition ;D
i want go shopping !!
I just bought a camera bag ..whehee
Still want buy slippers , shirts , formal dress ...doink* never finish =.=

Urgghh...Most important ..
I wana go ice-skating ! D;

Okay , enough of crapping .
Off i go ;D

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A / <3

2009-10-12T19:13:00.002+08:00

Camwhoring with ah shin ;D ♥

♥ - Shin came to my house & stay overnight till Tuesday` ♥

Wheeheee ;D

Yeah right , I din't study much . LOLs.

Hmmnn , many things happen between these holidays .

Made a decision ; Which myself can't even believe i did so . ;S

Im not gonna let that bug-d me for now ..

If not im surely gonna fail AGAIN in this final exam D;

Just leave me alone .. please ? =[

__________________

Im gonna start a new life ;

As I always said ;

FRIENDS ARE MORE IMPORTANT TO ME ;D .

Tooodles / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-10-11T12:06:00.002+08:00

they left her .
So sudden .
So unexpectedly .
Its all just like a dream .

; / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A -

2009-10-09T13:06:00.002+08:00

`- /

Im not a perfect girl.
My hair doesnt always stay in place &
I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy &
sometimes I have a broken heart.
My friends & I sometimes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right.
But when I think about it & take a step back
I remember how amazing life truly is & that maybe..
Just maybe...I like being imperfect / ♥
__________
I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong.
Talk like everything's perfect.
Act like it's a dream,
And pretend that he's not hurting me. / ♥

I ♥ MY
CRAZY
GOOFY
STUPID
GORGEOUS
WEIRD
LAME
SOCIALLY
CHALLENGED
FRIENDS

2009-10-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

The PERMANENT* one ;D

My sisters ♥ / - xuan & ying

Things we gone through?

Oh my , I gonna use the whole blog to write it all out .

Probably still nt enough space * giggles*

- Memories I had with auntyHuey ♥ / `

Can't describe how much I love-d her ;D

Im told ;

Not to fear ,

If its mine ; no one can grab it away from me .

And I believe miracles does happen `/ ♥

- / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-10-05T11:23:00.004+08:00

Ola `/ <3
heh heh ..
Me & My elder sis - Esterine ♥
_______________________
We passed our piano exam !!
Laugh-out-loud ;D
My lil sis pass her grade 6 ;
I pass my grade 7 ;
& my sis pass her grade 8 ; holaa `~♥
But we don't know we pass with what marks yet .
Teacher just sms-ed us ;D
Hohoo ;D Know why im so happy?
Cause I thought I gonna fail this exam .
Due to lack of practise & my own lazyness ;P
Geeeez ..hooorayy for us ! =)
_____________________________
Holi again , yaahoo and boohoo D;
Gotta study for the final exam ..awww ..
Its horrifying & torturing duuuuhh ..
oh my Mama mia~
I want play , i want party , i want photoshooting
iiisshh , why want exam D;
Looks like not gonna blog so soon .
So , study hard pals . ;D & Goooood luck everyone .
TTFN ;D Mwuuuaahhks ♥

- / <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-10-04T11:50:00.004+08:00

Mooncake Festival ` Y

Venue : Ooi Zai old house ;P

Time : 7pm till 12am

Participant: Me , Huey , Xuan , Ying , Zhi Chin , Pei Qin,

Hao, ahT, Tew, Jia Wei, Tzer Harn , Der Hao , Wei Liang ,Sian Jee,

Xen Yang, Hong Ze, Ming Kwan, Kwang ,Yi Siang , Han Wei

(I guess din miss anyone ;S)

Me & Aunty Huey `♥
Me & Aunty Huey & Zhi Chin ♥

Me , Ooi Zai , Ah Hao , Xuan , Ying ♥

Me & Jia Wei

____________________`♥

Celebrate Mooncake Festival at Ooi Zai old house ;

Mmmn..many people come ;

Oh my , he's way too rich . lols

And we celebrated his b'day too ;

Although his bday is on 7th Oct ;D

We bought a Chocolate Indulgence at S.R

But he seems not surprise , yeah right ; he knew we will do so

Awwww ...but nvm lar ~ ;D

Tell you what , we din't eat any mooncake . ahha ;P

Hmmn , lazy write d lar . heh heh

Thats all , tooodles ;D

/ <3

- L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A -

2009-10-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

L O V E `♥

____________

Every step im taking ..

Making me lost in no directions..

I thought i am tough enough to walk the first step..

the struggles im facing..

You just don't get it..

For my own sake ..

Thats the only choice i have ..

/ - _________________________ ♥

/ <3

All I wanted is a simple love ..

Which could last long ..

I never ask for Prada or LV

I just want someone who know me well

Its a big circle

But I never reach you ...

And did you ever try to know why?

♥`- Im running away from everything . yeah , i know ;

/ <3

L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A

2009-09-27T13:33:00.003+08:00

[ holy ; whr's my neck ? ;P ]

______________________
...
My my ~ I love my friends
KoreanGirl ; Thks for ur honesty ;D
AuntyHuey ; ahha , Yeah right . I 'll always support u ♥
_________________

Thking to post about my babe - ah Ying ;D
[ P/S : Xuan ah xuan , mai jealous hor ]
Yeah right ; I know she's attractive ,
But sorry dude , she's taken ;D ooopps x)
laugh-out-loud .
A perfectionist ; very .
A girl who had a perfect life
A princess who found her Prince . MR L .
A girl who had a perfect friendship [ ME me mE !! ] ;D
♥♥♥
Ying ah ..
Just wanna let you know ;
No matter what happen ,
You are still a part of my life ;
Don't feel left out .
You are important to me ,
Really !! no joke ;D
Here I give you my deepest sorry for
fail to make you happy on ur bday D;
*Im looking forward to stay overnight at ur house girl .
I LOVE YOU !! ♥
-
L U S C I O U S ♥ M A M A / <3

2009-09-25T15:25:00.003+08:00

Some people seems to be mistaken ..

Blogs aint a place to argue ..

What are you guys thinking?

Blogs are suitable to argue so that the public

can see what you guys argued ?

Or its suitable cuz spamming

people's blog make you feel good?

Don't you get it ?

Every blogger loves their own blog ,

and tend to share their story with people ,

Do you know how those blogger feel

when they have friends reading their blog?

Its a joy man!

And do you know how hurt it might be

when someone came to spoil their blog?

It can depress the blogger for entire day , do you know?

NO , YOU DON'T .

Chatbox was created to let people

talk & gossips about good thing

Not for you to hurt people..

Please , think for others ..

Even you dislike the owner of the blog,

don't dirty their blog ; its childish .

You can just talk to them face to face .

Its a manner . Learn to respect people .

No offense . Im telling this to everyone who blog and visit .

2009-09-25T14:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

To my beloved bro ;D

Nigel Ho `-

Doesn't know you on ur hp d anot ;

So , this is the best way to wish u =)

Wish you all the best ;

Just wanna let u know ,

Im glad to have you as my senior & "bro"

laugh-out-loud

Btw , sorry that I can't join xuan thm to give u a surprise visit D;

_ ` God Bless You ` _ Y

2009-09-24T12:52:00.005+08:00

Photo Shooting ;

Venue : KLCC

Models : Lixuan , Ali , Ah T ;D

Photographers : Ying , Hwa

Time : 10am - 5pm

For more pictures , kindly visit my facebook ;D

2009-09-22T13:27:00.005+08:00

Here I introduce u my babe ;D
-- MILO --
haha ..my teddy

isnt it cute ? lols

______________________________`Y

Going photoshooting tomorrow ;

Well , just to get some experience & have some fun with babes ;

So , doesn't need to be so serious ..

Blessing day ..rawk n' roll ;D

/ <3

hey , the 29th .

stop ripping mine & xuan's stuff can u?

irritates us a lot D;

Booo , thumbs down .

T-T-F-N ;D

_____

.. 09..sunny ; ..

Luscious Mama (",)v

2009-09-18T14:39:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps ;

Happy Raya for those Malays .

hmmn..whole week of holi ;D

Oh well , last week celebrated xuan's bday ,

my appology for late updates ;D

Everything went well ,

I think xuan's satisfied about the celebration too , ahha

Anyway ,

we are going through our gorgeous sixteen now ..

shouldnt we have something more special?

Geez, was hoping to have a chance skating with my darls ;

Unfortunately , I never get my permit for that ; sigh*

Btw , the T-shirt I wearing in the picture?

Its a gift from Ooi Zai and MsJW ;D

Thks buddies , love it ! =)

_______________________________

thats all for now ;

Tooodles ;P Y

2009-09-06T11:53:00.002+08:00

teeheee`;D
Thats one of my b'day gift , from Mhong
Love it ; haha ♥
Quotes " 7 days without chocolates make one weak "
wuuhooo ;P

P/S : Now im using it ! ♥

Mmmn..
somehow am so addicted to chocolates now
laugh-out-loud ;
A chocolate a day ,
keeps my mood better =)
Back to school d ;
Have to catch up my studies;
Lalala`On the track now

ciaoss ; ♥ / <3

2009-08-30T11:55:00.003+08:00

okay . im trying to be focus now ;D
Holi gonna end ;
Homeworks are back ;
Gotta ' tidy up my messy mood and feelings ;
those blah blah thingy -.-
ahha .'/ im still a happy girl
ahhem ..those lovey dovey thing..
currently really don't feel like bother about it ..
Mmmnn..we'll see ..kay ?

- i want a simple life ♥ -

Friends hang out _ ♥

2009-08-29T14:41:00.004+08:00

Friends hang out _ ♥

i love my girls `♥

For the one I argued with today..

Perhaps I should told you earlier..

My fault..I din meant what i said just now..

I love you like a sister..

You should know that..

All I wanted is a bit more of your concern

You should know me better than anyone..♥

_________________________

...

I don't know what to do now..

Its bugging me since last few weeks..

I have tons of feelings ;

Me , myself can't even express it..

How am I going to let you know how I feel?

Im not too sensitive or too bored that I find something to think of ..

Just..its the fact that I wish I could change it..

but I cant..=(

Im so tired...

I wanted to let go..

but in the same time..

I cant convince myself to do so..

its torturing me so badly..

___________________________________

All my fault....

that three words somehow stuck in my throats..

not shy...Just dunno how hurt these words takes..

2009-08-24T22:53:00.003+08:00

______________________

...

♥ She's totally stressed-out..

Give me a break..

Current status :

Exam - totaly a disaster

P.Exam - Nothing to say about it

Family Issue - Going great ♥

Friends - worry xuan ; ying Bday is near

Love - its complicated , not thinking about it now

Club - Thanks to Ah Seng . my big helper .

Health - in pink ♥

my holi - busy & tired

my mood - terrible moodswing .

mostly emo-d D;

Appreciate :

Thanks to Sguang , Mhong , Ali ,ah T, Aishah - for the visit

Thanks to ying & xuan - for ur care ♥

2009-08-14T13:28:00.003+08:00

Im just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze , and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't to it alone

I've tried , I just don't know why ♥

______________________________

♥ Having a day off ..ahha ~

study ; piano ; fight for it

wohooo..

her heartbeats _ __ _ __ ♥

I wanna believe there's a miracle for me * ;D

2009-08-13T23:52:00.005+08:00

I like to stare at the mirror and act many funny faces..

Because it reflects the real me..

And what i saw..

Definitly not a fake smile..;D

____________________________

You're just the one that I've been waiting for

I'll give you all that I have to give and more

But don't let me fall __`

They are sweet..

But it doesn't make me feel warm..

I really did questioned about it..

All I need ..

Is just abit of passion

Someone to take a little of weight

Who could share my secrets..

Im troublesome?

yeah..i admit..

So what? thats me ..

Jangan cakap kau tak tau..

dah cakap banyak kali..

_____________

I really got tired sometimes..

YYY

2009-08-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

Why it never ends ?
God bless..
______________________

We'll be there no matter what happen
We gonna face it together
Don't be afraid..
You are not alone ;D

..be prepared..
`Y

2009-08-02T12:33:00.003+08:00

Fly to your heart..

I believe I will find my wings Y

`;D

_______________

I got tired ..
Sometimes..
Its better to be in silence
You'll never know whats next
Miracle won't happen always
The only thing I can do
is be myself ..

I won't hide my feelings
I am not like you .
Ego won't solve the thing
It will be there forever
And we all know..
Thats the fact .

___________________

` Things doesnt goes the way we planned `

2009-07-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

`_HAPPY BIRTHDAY_`
TO TZER HARN =)

______________________

Wish ya
[ all the beSt ..]
hapPy alwayS ~

[ S M I L E ] ;D

sincerely , hwa

2009-07-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

BREAKING NEWS .

________________________

my handphone failed to service

Mmmn..no luck to me .

Goodbye my dear ~

R.I.P bah x)

currently..LOST ALL CONTACT .

SMS me Please . arigatou ~

2009-07-22T20:07:00.002+08:00

Went to McD ..

at 8.30pm with xuan

hola ~`

first time went out like this..

syokk ~

But but..we very guai de ~

We din fool around..

We really sat there for couple hours

doing lisan . [laugh-out-loud]

``ehehe..

but of course..

we always did the same thing after we've done our work..

[ chii kakkk ~]

well well well..

Just to frozen the memory~ =P

________________________________

hmnn..

the one now..?

having a really complicated and hard time..

[ why there's always conflict exist? ]

2009-07-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

`hmmn..

Its complicated..

Sometimes I do wish to take a break..

Maybe just..

It happen in a wrong timing..

Keep remind myself`__Stay calm

I won't put a fullstop so easily...

Argghh..dun thk so much lar =.=

Just depands on faith..

only God knows whats next..

___________________________

Perhaps?

I need a break..

I LOVE ME =)

2009-07-12T10:39:00.005+08:00

``_ A fake smile will do ...

`hmnn..

So many things happen within one week..

stressed ..there's always work undone..
Other than that..
Aunty Hueys's prob..
hmnn..but ..
I perhaps everything has come to the end..
My only wish ~ Aunty Huey happy always =)
She will be ..I know..
As she has whole bunch of friends..

Talked to Huey for couple hours yesterday..
And it seems like not enough
ahhaha..Like to spend time with her..
38 dao ~ xD [ Same same lar]
_______________________
BAD NEWS ..

Oh man..my hp rosak d lar T.T
I dropped it in water..[ YIIAAAKKS ]
Yeeerr...that aunty huey smore laugh me..
But thanks her for lending me her hp..
aiyooor..geramnya!!
Erm..for now i lost all contact..
So if can msg me and tell me who u r..
heh heh . arigatou ~

woohuuu..
Life is really miserable..

2009-07-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

woooo..

Hyeeyaahh =)

Omigoshh..so unbelievable..

I din online for whole month !

wHOoossh

But of course..

Not that I stop blogging or whatsoever..

Just I'm really tooo busy..

huuuu~`

Well..

Became president of photography club..

Only one word to describe->BUSY

Lmao =.=

So tiring man..

I barely could stay in the class whole day..

Hmnn...

nothing more to say..

trying my best..

wish me good luck ! =)

YY.. wishes WISH wiSH ..YY

steaDy and calm

__________________________

Sincerely,

hwa .

2009-06-05T14:05:00.004+08:00

hmnn..

Just back from leadership camp..

so miss my fellow friends ~

_______

[`皇上驾到...威`~~武~~我们是皇者风范 wuisehhh..GO GO GO`]

HEHheh ..see ~ our slogan

cute isn't it? =)

Well..many things happen during the camp..

So fun..and I got opportunity to try new things

We went river trekking..

Night walk..

Jugle trekking..

Cook curry chicken in buluh

haha syoknya !!

Unfortunately..

During the first day..river trekking..

I slipped..and end up with twisted leg..

Omg..=(

I missed out few activities..

as I can only stand beside and look..

so depressing..sigh*

Xuan also injured..

She slipped at the waterfall there..hmnn..=(

_________________________

Well..I wanna thanks those who helped me

during the whole journey..

Thanks my friends..

Especially ah T and aunty Huey x)

If not ..i cant' imagine how it will be when jungle trekking..

Ohh..MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH !

ciaoss !

2009-05-31T12:24:00.002+08:00

having a busy holidays.
So..sadly to tell u guys
My blog wont be have any updates till my holidays over.
=(

Urgghh...
I need a break..
can I ? @.@

2009-05-23T15:22:00.002+08:00

YYY

dreamt bout someone..

Someone I wished to meet..

so badly..

Its torturing cause even in the dream..

I failed to see the one..

`..In my dream..

I know the one is around..

somewhere near me..

But was busying for something...

which I dunnoe what..

Try as hard as I could..

searching for the one..

In reality..

Its fate i shall say..

But in my dream?

aiiks aiiks..

this is not the first time d ..

2009-05-15T12:45:00.005+08:00

` tired .

jealousy , hopes , exam

She's never perfect .

_______________

post bout cameron will be update after exam .

Stay tuned.

2009-05-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

I MISS HIM ` Y

SO MUCH..

2009-05-02T19:48:00.002+08:00

you never know how I feel..

don't you?

I did not ask for more...

All I ever ask for..

is just something really simple..

Or actualy thats really quite greedy

or hard to be done?

If so..I will try to change..

I wish I can be the one for you..

Im trying to be the one...

______________

Do you know..

It is hard to get through the day alone..

That loneliness won't go even if there are

a dozens of people around me..

I need someone to be rely on..

That someone...won't be others..

only for you...

iYu..

2009-04-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

One of my favourites =)

She's like a doll !

hmnn..nothing more to say..

The show is awesome..

especially harmonica and drama

oh oh ..I like CMC performances too ~

Way too cool ~ =P

huhuuu..

tired tired..

Have to study ler

Exam is around the corner..

Should stop online d..

But sometimes it is HARD to stop urself

When the computer is on and no one using

Laugh-out-loud

________________

Missing someone so badly..Y

2009-04-25T14:03:00.003+08:00

see..hehhee..taken by ying =)

Yesterday duty at school

for the rehearsal

whoo..so tired..

From morning till night also at school ler

Morning study then go play bowling..

At night 6 smtg start duty till almost 10 i thk..

_______________________

After back home..

We celebrated my sis birthday x)

I ate a piece of cake and 2 piece of pizza ler ~

p/s: that time 11 smtg d..

ahhaha..

hmnn..

today have to go duty again..

thats all for now..

tata ` =P

2009-04-23T18:33:00.002+08:00

hmnn..frustrating..
Eeehhhh..Everyone keep say me fat
helloo..i can't help with that kay..
BLAH BLAH BLAH *
Deal with it..
Yar my face is fat .
whatever u say..
baby fat or whatsoever
bleaaahh ..x)

________________________________

busy weeks .
less online luu

`ciaoss =]

2009-04-19T11:58:00.002+08:00

Wooo..so long din online d..

hmn..last thursday sport day

hehe ..just arrived at the Bangi Stadium

Thn ask Song Guang help us take photo

aahaha..we suppose be taking photo of the activities lar -.-"

that day so freaking hot..

omigosh..became roasted chicken

~.~ wuuu..

after duty ..

we went to visit von..

Thank godness she's alright =)

God bless her ~

______________

hmn..

this few days dunno wads wrong with me

you noe wad..

i HATE to cross the road..

yesterday almost give a motor bump d..

hmn..am i dreaming when i cross the road?

I really dunno ehh..

that motor just appeared in no where..

thn that day after sport day..

when we reach school..

wan cross the road..

then suddenly a car appear again..-.-

not my fault lar..

the bus so big..

I cant see the road mar..

Just walk infront abit thn ..=/

heart attack..zz

________________________

Anyway..i hope everything get back to normal soon

especialy my mood..

having really frequent moodswing this few days..

bless me ..@.@

2009-04-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

ola ~`
hmn..have been worrying xuan for few days
That sick girl ~
Finaly came to school..
But well..not in a very good look
o.o
She looks teribbly PALE .

Helloo missy !
If you are not feeling well ,
why want force urself to come to school?
huh?you know we will be worry?
Don't so degil lar -.-
Rest more please ..
WE want you to get well soon...
Please do take care..
Your health is more important than studies

hmn..luckily
last two periods she gets back to the normal her
ahhaa ~ keep talk and laugh
Thats my girl x)

2009-04-05T20:07:00.003+08:00

❤`_ sweet and licious

5th of April ..

Although the headache still there

But my mood is total different !

woolala ~ x)

I finish my assignment.. YEAH

But there's something that ruin my perfect day

MY hp no credit d ! AWWWW..

Darn it..I can't sms ..

are you kidding me?

Thats the main activity im doing whole day

Urgghh..have to save money..

No eating during recess puh-lease.

Assume Im on diet .

___________________

* Thks for the surprise*❤

E-V-E-R-L-A-S-T-I-N-G

2009-04-04T12:01:00.002+08:00

Hmnn..

Went to see the doctor..

And..

The doctor say

"Too stress..insufficient of sleep"

laugh-out-loud

My thought was..

Oouuhh..Did I ?

stress huh..

tak tau lah..x)

hmnn..more med..

Siens.

I hate tablet that melt very fast..

Eeeewww !! @.@"

oh crapp..

More assignment..

Thats life . LOL !

doink ~

________________

Hmnn i really hate copycats !!

Can get high marks and high rank in school

so what?

At last still copy ppl stuff.

Still can act like nothing happen.

WHat the hell are you thinking?!

Ego people..*VOMIT !*

p/s:This is my blog , and I have the right to write anything I wan .

I doesnt need to bother how you feel !

Don't judge me , and everything in my blog is copyrighted !

2009-04-03T18:47:00.003+08:00

LOVE STORY

We were both young when i first saw you

I close my eyes and the flashback starts

I`m standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns

See you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did i know
That you were romeo

You were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from juliet

And i was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don`t go
And i said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run

You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess

It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
So i sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet `cause we`re dead if they knew

So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
`cause you were romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don`t go
And i saidRomeo, take me somewhere we can be alone

I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run

You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess

It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it`s real

Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess

It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When i met you on the outskirts of town
And i saidRomeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think

He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ringAnd said
Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone

I love you and that`s all i really know

I talked to your dad, you`ll pick out a white dress

It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We were both young when i first saw you

2009-04-02T15:02:00.005+08:00

`_sick ?

hmnnnn..
today I din't go to school.
Well, I been having headache for several days..
Yet , panadols and medicine are not helping
Wonder whats wrong with me..
Not migrain..

-i know migrain would be more serious than now
Maybe my anaemia?
But normally after I take a long nap

that headache will gone..
aiikss...but now..
I spend my whole day resting and sleeping , mostly..
But the headache still coming back..
Duuhhh...how am I gonna

concentrate in my studies with these headache

sighhh* =(

2009-03-19T17:38:00.001+08:00

hmnn..

I needed something to release my stress

So i decided to write my blog..

__________________

I feel so stressed..
cant even breathe..
Why am I such a failure ?...

SPM straight A1?
Those glory and proud never be mine..
Of course..Im just someone who cant even get full A in PMR..
What a joke !

Perhaps..im not even qualified to be her sis...
She's such a genious..but me ?

An adolescent with a toddle brain...=(

____________________________

..GREY MOOD..

2009-03-18T17:58:00.004+08:00

Whooo`
Freaking bored this holiday..
Until today..haha
Hang out with xuan and my sis de .

Tadaaa - Secret Recipe

But we ate noodles not cake ! lols
Xuans tom yam seafood is

so D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S !

And then..of course camwhoring again

haha..we really cant stop d..
omgosh..im so fattt !!!!!

ahahaha ..STUPID FACE X)

Hhehe You know what?

We stop by at the " gong woh tong"

to eat "gui ling gao"

who's idea??MISS TAN =)

She say good for our health mah..

whooo..she sounds like my mum ! x))

38 liao whole day..hahaha

really likes to hang out with friends

shiookk dao..=)

however..

we both wish our HE is here .LOL

2009-03-14T11:16:00.003+08:00

Teeeeheeee ;P
Finally exam's over,
well say no more bout exam.
My exam sucks =/

Ehehehe
holiday lu.u~
First day already start camwhoring!
laugh-out-loud..

See...
I even share with you guys xD
Dun laugh , I know I look stupid
hahaaha

hmn,
Just hope to have a peace one-week holi
ahha..My bro coming to KL !
whooo ~ And gonna stay at my hse for 2 days
lololol..xD

tataaa !`♥

2009-02-22T12:47:00.007+08:00

For some certain reason..

I do believe that

If we treat someone that good

They will treat us back that way

Unfortunately..

Not everyone who follow the circle

I'm sick of having social life

If you need to wear a mask before you

walk out from ur home everytime

Won't you feel tired ?

If so..why don't you just face people with the real you?

Maybe you already use to it..

But thats really not a good way to be a human ..

WE need friends..REAL friends..

who treat us with their heart sincerely

Did you ever realise..

In your mind,

Social is just something to make you popular.

I wouldn't say thats wrong..

But at least don't take that as a social

when you are with ur true friends

Who treat you like you are part of him/her life..

Its pity to know that

you don't understand this simple thing

= /

2009-02-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

I believe in love again`♥

because I met him..

♥♥♥

You held my hand for a while ,
But you hold my heart forever ...
It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way

Do you know what is the most miracle about love?

It gives a power of seeing through its own enchantments and yet not being disenchanted

someone told me this..

[ A heart that loves is always YOUNG ♥]

and I agreed =)

2009-02-15T14:46:00.002+08:00

hmn..believe it or not..

I din celebrate valentine before ..

untill this year..

My very special year ..♥

I think most of the couplees

Enjoy this day right..=)

Do you guys know why

14 of Feb is chosen to

be Valentine's day ?

thats because..

February = 2

2 people are wished

to be forever and everlasting [ 1314]

♥`happy valentine to everyone .

2009-02-11T15:20:00.005+08:00

* events [ ha0 b'day-2/2]

hao with stupid looks xD

1/2

Hehee ~

We help ah hao celebrate his bday d ~

Hmn..

since we are best frens, so no gift xD

but we got spent him pizza lar ~

And he's cake very special d ~

Let me introduce u guys ~

THAI-SEAFOOD PIZZA ! xD

happy birthday !

yeah ~ thats right ^.^v
wooo ~sweet sweet =)

hahaa ~
we force him to make a wish ..
lols...duuhhh =.=

p/s : hao , no need paiseh d lar ~
since thats the only day I din tease you ! xP

After pizza we went to the most
common celebrate destination . ahha !
- Music box
hehee
WE sing 3 hours in there .
hoho ~ so fun d
But very funny de ~
Hao bday , he gifted Ying a present =)
Anyway , I think thats romantic ..haha
woohoo ~
After that..
we go eat again ! LOL .
We went to Oldtown
And order some mee =)
hmn..thats all ..

hehee ..Friends forever ! Yeaah ~

2009-02-08T14:46:00.005+08:00

for the one ♥ .

If I can..

I would walk 1,000 mile to see you..

Even though we are far apart..

But that wont stop me for loving you

`♥

Remember what you say?

It will change one day..

2009-01-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

♥_ ` 2nd week

hmmn...
Finaly I can stay in my class for whole day~
And I think I ald catch up my studies ..
Everything seems getting back to normal..

w00oo..
You noe what?
I do my homework till 3AM ！
DUUHhh..so many assignment
But I feel satisfied
when I finished all =)

At least I proved
that Im not a girl who
* WANTS TO PONTENG !
I want to stay in the class
SERIOUSLY ! =_______=

Dunnoe what happen to me
haha ~ being a good student
actualy..feels good x)
Mayb I tend to be more hardworking
Because I feel stressed..
I started to worry about my exam..
HELLO ?? now only the 2nd week .
duuuuhh !

♥_CHINESE NEW YEAR AWAITS ! xD_♥

2008-11-01T13:14:00.001+08:00

``True friends are hard to find

Harder to leave``

and impossible to f0rget..

Every moment that we shared

Every secret we share

Every things we gone through..

You guys are not only my friends..

You guys are parts of my FAMILY!

Parts of my LIFE..

``WE__``❤

We care each other.

We cry for each other.

We laugh for each other..

WE stick together every moment

We enjoy on phone for couple of hours

WE like to hang out together..

We know each other well

WE are not going to be seperated..

Even we doesnt study in the same class..

Im here to appologise for everything

including our arguement..

my bad attitude..

or mayb sometimes i treat u all bad..

please forgive the MOODY me

And i know u guys will..

Because you guys understand me =)

I know I wont find anyone

That would know me more than u guys..

Mayb just a few years we knew each other..

But I believe that

our friendship is steady enough

Nothing could tears us apart..

everlasting FRIENDSHIP..

`` I'm glad to have you guys by my side

mwaarrkkks!! ` `